what happened to zen

So
My days have been very hectic and I have not been living very Zen like. 
I am letting things get to me more than I should.
I am taking on too much
I am not following through with things that make me happy (working out)
I am not completing things I know will make my life better.....

Am I sabotaging myself?
What is wrong with me?

I have decided to take my life back this week.   Call it Scarlets version of reconnecting, centering or...
saying screw everyone else, I have to do me!

So here is to making this happen.  Starting now.  I am emailing work to say I will not be in.
(PS this is unheard of for Scarlet)

OOOMMMM