Today I feel at peace. Somehow in the middle of all this caous in my life, lawyers and an ex husband. Grandparent drama, sister drama (divorce also). I feel at peace.
My decision is what is right for me. I am happy, I am healthy and I have a future.
I am no longer guessing or hoping that at the end of the day something stable is waiting for me. I know what is waiting for me.... me. Whatever I want for me.
I know this sounds selfish but really if I am a better me now then how could it be the wrong answer.
I breath a clean and free breath. I have so many things I am waiting to do, waiting to be a part of. I can't wait for my life to be what I want it to be.
I once almost gave up, I almost said this is it. It doesn't matter that I don't want this, it is what I have, I need to be happy with it. I'm not sure when I started thinking like that but I'm glad I don't anymore.
Having a glass of wine, Here's to me! Here's to my life!
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